12/23/2004

Losing days

OK, being out of school always messes me up. I never know what day it is, no matter how many times I look at the date on my watch or on the newspaper. I am busy today having my preliminary Christmas panic attack, because I didn’t finish the presents last night and I thought today was the 22nd. Only today and tomorrow to get everything ready—not to mention wrapping and cooking. I always want to have Christmas Eve just to relax, and I never make it. I am starting to really understand that whole Grinch thing. I guess I just need to shoot to enjoy after Christmas and accept it. In the meantime, I have a sour dough starter to attend to.